llamafish

My eyes upon you, you don't see You're lost in dreams of her Forgetting thoughts of me But I'm the one who's there, the one who's body you used But do you care? I long to make you happy Endure this sacrament Unholy as it is, to want you, you want me But long for her I hear your heart within your chest Sighs in sleepy passion Forgetting all the rest I stare at your sleeping face, why can't it be me? I shed a tear.

I sit and watch the world go by praying to see your face again but nothing, every window bare blank faces holding no recognition tormented, my dreams are no longer my own praying, that you will return my heart knows what my mind wont accept and bleeds for you, a dark red river and sighs for you, a long lost whisper and prays for you, the soul redeemer and lives for you, imagination, returned inside my head. My own reality wont accept the blood I spilled it must forget your light extinguished, but as yet the knife i held stained red from you, for her lays on my chest praying to be plunged into my heart's depths screaming to be